Time to Chill

Time to Chill

Okay, so I’m typing with one hand, my right hand has had her operation and she is now resting and taking it easy. The operation went well, the worst bit was the waiting around but the hospital staff were all lovely and the procedure didn’t take long. I was pretty excited to be in the operating theatre, so clean so neat and tidy.
As I layed on the bed before I knew it the surgeon came at me with her needle saying that this is going to sting a little….I wasn’t scared, needles don’t scare me, but this one….OMG as she held my arm down I could feel this liquid fill my hand , it felt like she was pouring boiling water inside me. That was the worst part of it all. My hand felt like it was blowing up like a balloon….a very strange sensation. 
So as we wait for my hand to go completely numb I’m watching the assistant nurse pull out a list. She is reading out loud to the male assistant all the implements to get ready, my eyes are popping out of my head, not because I was scared but more like….how exciting…..all I kept thinking was the medical room that I take my visitors into, I had all these wicked thoughts going through my head…….you can imagine.
They cover my arm and drape the cloth almost over my head so I cant see what’s going on. There is this cute young nurse by my side trying to have a conversation with me, they probably do that so it distracts you from what’s really going on…. Though I’m paying no attention to her and I pop my head up to see what’s going on. She asks me if I would like to see and of course I said, Yes please….

She starts to have a conversation again and tells me how brave I am and how happy I look. I’m thinking, If only you knew. I started to tell her how one day I had to have a tooth pulled out and it was really difficult for me to sit and relax. The dentist had given me enough injections and was saying that he couldn’t possibly give me any more, I kept telling him  that I can still feel what’s going on, My body was stiff, I was so nervous and shaking all over. In the end he said that he couldn’t possibly take out the tooth until I calmed down. I asked him if he had a mirror, and of course they did. It was a hand held mirror. I told him that I would like to watch him pull the tooth out, He looked over at his assistant and they thought I was joking, I wasn’t.
So I layed back, I was calm, I held the mirror up high trying not to knock him or the assistant in the head. 
Yes I know I know….but watching him pull my tooth out had completely settled me down. At the time I never really thought much about it until I started to tell people, and of course people thought I was crazy….Well I never said I wasn’t. I don’t think being crazy has anything to do with it. The more I thought about it  the more I realised that for me it was more about the unknown, having these visions in my head about a tooth being pulled out and by actually watching the tooth come out it didn’t seem so bad or scary.
So, back to my hand…Yes I watched it all even while she was stitching me up.
Stitches come out next week and then hopefully hand will be back to normal, though no hand spanking for awhile…
be good
Coming Out To Play

Coming Out To Play

Yesterday I had one of the best sessions ever. Oh don’t get me wrong all my sessions are unique and so special to me, but this one was truly something. I just love meeting so many wonderful people and it really makes me feel special too. I know it’s a huge step for many who finally decide to take their first leap and step out of their comfort zone, which for a lot of people it never happens. It just stays there locked away and on occasions it gets a chance to come out and play. Oh boy, how I Love it when you come to see me to play. 
Well my very nervous visitor came to see me in the dungeon. It was his very first time ever seeing someone regarding his interests. He was shaking all over. Oh how I do enjoy watching this. It’s like watching a babies first step. It’s such a wonderful thing to watch , seeing how so many people react to their first experience.
After we had a little chat I lead him into the medical room, no he wasn’t here for a check up, but this is where all my visitors get to experience having their make up done in a clinical environment. It’s not exactly The Fluffy Boudoir, which is my domestic setting, It’s one of the rooms that I use here at The Brighton Dungeon owed by my amazing friend Mistress Dometria. 
Before I started on his make up application I suggested that it’s best he finds a girlie name as after I was finished with him there was no way he will recognise himself and the name he was using wasn’t appropriate. 
So he gave me Pauline, which was fine with me though I had this feeling that I will be changing it later on.
It didn’t take me very long to transform Pauline. She had the most amazing skin that I’ve seen for a long time on a man. Though I could see that she spends a lot of time outdoors as her skin looked sun burnt.
Today I brought along with me a couple of fru fru’s, that’s what I call a petty coat
as well as a  couple of pairs of shoes, a bra a leotard, thigh high pink tights with  ribbons, some frilly knickers and of course breast forms. I also picked up this dress, I don’t know why this one in particular, it has never been worn before, it has been hanging there for so long, but things happen for a reason….. is what I always say..
So, after the make over we proceeded to the dungeon area where I showed her around and made her aware of the correct dungeon etiquette. I could see it was going in one ear and out the other, all she was interested in was looking at herself in the mirrors which was fine with me. So I just let her get on with it while I sat back and took it all in. 
During our time we managed to squeeze in a little bit of filming. Enjoy!
Dressing and BDSM
Sissy Pauline in the Dungeon

Sissy Pauline in the Dungeon

Yesterday I had Sissy Pauline back for her second visit, though this time we headed down into the dungeon and seeing as this was her first time I made sure I was gentle with her as I didn’t want to scare her away. I asked her to get undress and to get changed into her panties, stockings and bra only. When I came back she was fully dressed into her maids uniform and shoes. I could see that the day was going to be an interesting one as already she failed to listen to my instructions. 

As I started to apply her foundation, it was at this point that I decided to make her aware of the rules and protocols of the dungeon and reminded her that this wasn’t Fluffy and that she will be kept on her toes and if she stepped out of line that she will be punished. I could see the fear in her eyes, I could tell her head was full of so much information that she couldn’t possibly remember everything I was telling her. So I walked out of the room and came back with some leather straps and tied her arms and legs to the reclining chair, just in case she changed her mind, I couldn’t possibly let the make up application go to waste…and besides the dungeon needed a really good clean up from the previous session.

Chloe returns to the dungeon

Chloe returns to the dungeon

Last Sunday Chloe came over for a visit. I hadn’t seen her for a while as she was away on a business trip and then away on a holiday. So we sat out the back in my private garden drinking our tea when she started to talk about how much she loved her first dungeon experience. I told her that I enjoyed it as well and that it would be great to see her in the dungeon again. This put a huge smile on her face as she was trying hard to control her excitement. Actually, she didn’t know it yet but I had already organised a special treat for her later in the afternoon.
After we had our lunch I told her that we were going shopping as she hasn’t really seen Brighton yet and I wanted to show her around..It was a beautiful sunny day and perfect to be sitting outside sipping on a cool refreshment. We didn’t get to walk around to much as her poor feet were starting to hurt. I did warn her about wearing those shoes but she insisted that she wanted to wear them.  So I suggested we go somewhere where she can take her shoes of and relax. Chloe had no idea what I had planned.
So I called  a cab and on our way we went. You should have seen the look on her face when we pulled out in front of the dungeon…Priceless….She soon forgot about her sore aching feet and she quickly put her shoes back on and followed me downstairs.
Would you like to know what we got up too? Of course you do…..well you’ll just have to wait for the footage to be released……in the meantime ….I will leave it to your imagination……